i HATE 19th of Nov

i HATE...
i HATE
i rEALLY HATE...

every year,19th of Nov is my bad day...
is a yong shui XXY's Birthday also my bad day...
h@iZ...

come for Algebra class,coz hav car test,didn't attend monday Lecturer class...
suddenly says got quiz... don't know how to do... nvm lar,copy lar... but tat person also wrong too... haiz...

then Office Application class... wan pass up assestment...
but then found out mistake,wan print again... but that printing shop CLOSE jor...
need colour printing...
go outside,ask one by one CC n stationery shop... finally found jor...
then pass up...
however,found tat,also done mistake...

last year same date...
having SPM exam... do so many practice still get so low mark in tat subj...

YONG SHUI XXY,... just same class wif him 9month but curse me on his birthday...
really YONG SHUI....

p@SS L lesen!!!

guys~

sorry for let u worry so much...

well,coz sunday tat day,hav a car practice in new place(PJ-Petaling Jaya not Pandan Jaya la)

very scare coz new place practice area very small... parking space more small than Batu Caves there... so very down... back home keep thinking bout this sem result...

haiZ,this sem result really a mess...

but,monday,don't know wat happen...

thought will fail bukit,but pass...

thought will fail parking,coz too small liao,but pass...

thought will fail 3-point turn,most no confident,but pass...

h@R? pass jor? really arr?

ya,i really pass jor...

with no spirit,no confident d me attend car test,bring RM 150 there coz know i will fail...

but result end is PASS jor...

Finally PASS jor...

is must be my GOD help me...

Thanks GOD...

oh ya... monday,17th of Nov totally a bz day so forget jor my little kawaii Jyuli's birthday..
Happy Birthday Jyuli... n...

Happy School Holiday lor...

Wanna thx to many many ppl who always so care bout me...

however,in my minds,i still wan to die... coz i can't found any good value for me to living in this world...

I PASS MY L Lesen...

useleSS...

useless... is useless...
how many effort i put... how many times i try...
is useless...
i'm just a useless which only will waste money...

i hate being useless... i HATE it...
i try so much... so much...

during SPM time,i always fail for my Add Math...
i hav put my effort in it,... however,i just get 6C for that subject...
i even get B for my English... wasting my anuie money...
i always can't did... i can't follow my anuie needs...
y? y? y? y i can't...

y my anuie can did those thing but i fail to do it...
y i'm so useless...
y i can't help my family...
y i am the only one who just brings burden for my family...
y? y? y?

i really feels tired... i can't continue jor...
tries many ways to die,but still fail...
is there anyone who hav some others ways to die,plz tell me...
i try to kill myself by using knife,but i scare pain...
i hav try to tie myself but still fail...
i hav eaten many medicine but still fail...

tell me a way to die... die with quietly,soundless...
tell me...
tell me tat i'm useless...
no matter how i put my effort... i'm still useless...

Sleepy D@Y...

today around 0030,receive a call from my dad that he n anuie just reach LCCT Terminal...

well,suppose reach LCCT Terminal around 2230,but coz of Air Asia delay air flight,causing me n "SHE" doesn't zzz at all for waiting for their call... (they don't hav hs key arr...)

reach home around 0300,talk talk talk n chat chat chat...

talk all bout Vietnam trip n also casino things... h@iZ... yo,i'm still zzz ler...

never recognize who am i? I am the most Pig in this world ler...

cannot tahan ler,... loudly scold them,ask them go n zzz NOW!!!

finally,i can hav a nice sleep...

Morning class is Algebra,still sleepy but luckily only one hours...

thought back home can zzz again however,need fetch "SHE" then go hav a dim sum as my lunch...

my 6 hrs rest time waste on tv n "SHE"...

hav to attend that OA class again...

this time really in BAD MOOD...

no more laugh or smile for me...

i WAN TIME FOR SLEEP!!! I'M SLEEPY!!!

Happy Birthday... Tam Tam

Happy Birthday to U,

U born in the ZOO...

wif Monkey n Elephant,

Happy Birthday to U...

Happy Birthday lor,Tam Yew Wing

a friend of mine who knew long long time...

we hav been same class in primary school from Standard 1-5...

same secondary school,same class from Form 1 & 3...

we both also librarian since Form 1-5...

Wish u...

Happy Birthday,

Good Luck in ur study life in TARC...

加油! 加油! 加油!

加油!

start from today,i got 2 of my friends fighting wif... EXAM !!!

Crush it~ h3h3

one is,She Wei,my secondary friend... 1st new friend in SMK Cheras,even though just same class for one year-1 Anggerik...

She is having her Final Exam in Taylor College...

Gambateh!!!

Another is,Weng Kar (家家-me create d) h3h3...

She is a wonderful girl for me... Study alone in Perlis for her ambition as a teacher...

wualala,so brave ler... that's my 家家... (haha)

so,Gambateh in ur Exam too!!!

Exam coming don't be scare,
becoz u all r the BEST!!!

Dad + Anuie to Hanoi

8th of Nov...

today,my dad n my bro will be goin to Hanoi,Vietnam for holiday with my auntie n one of my dad's friend...

Even though my auntie hav been went there for several times,but this is the 1st time my dad n bro go to Vietnam...

Hopefully everything is fine since different country got different culture n language...

i hav been there be4,this year end of January... but only once time...

well,the weather very good that time i went coz is winter season,only 11◦C-14◦C...

however,their meal 100% not suitable for me... too much VEGE jor,... every meal also must hav vege... h@iZ...

Halong Bay also another attractive place... that time,i take a junk boat for 2 day 1 nite,sleep in the boat...

even though that boat quite small but got air cond lar,wash room for every room... quite nice...

to Hanoi,Vietnam,i only know calculator is the BEST!!!

coz i hav to convert $ from RM to Dong or RM to USD...

however i just learn one word of Vietnam language...

that is "hello" in Vietnam language called as "Sin Chao"

Dad,Anuie... hav a nice+safety TRIP...

Today Moral Studies Replacement Class... boring+sleepy like HELL...

but some group,their presentation quite funny... HAHA...