Happy Birthday to U...

Happy Birthday to U,

Happy Birthday to U,

Happy Birhday to both of U,

Happy Birthday to U...

Happy Birthday,

Ho Wai Kit(male) ...

Kang Sin Mei(female)...

26th of Sept,my friends,Wai Kit n Sin Mei who born on the same year,same month n same day...

wish both of u...

Happy Birthday

Selamat Hari Jadi

生日快樂

Otanjoubi Omedeto

Tagged by She Wei :

instructions::Never see the questions before you arrange the names - all mentioned below are TAGGED by me!

1. Ying Yin
2. Sin Mei
3. Weng Kar
4. She Wei
5. Chai Mei

Here comes the questions;
1. How did you meet 1?
Ying Yin-same Chinese class then sit together...

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
Ying Yin-Definitely Number 1 coz she is my most most most important friend to me... ^^

3. How long have you known 4?
She Wei-since Form 1,the day we arrange into same class (1Anggerik)during the assembly.

4. How do you know number 3?
Weng Kar-introduce by Ying Yin,under the big tree where we 3 always gather...

5. Where's 5?
Chai Mei-2Alamanda class...

6. A fact about number 1?
Ying Yin-love to smile... ^^

7. Who is 4 going out with?
She Wei-don't know,go ask her urself...

8. What does 1 do for a living?
Ying Yin-must be reading coz she so hardworking...

9. Would you live with number 3?
Weng Kar-of course,hehe,got a chances can hear she play piano... she so geng...

10. What do you like about number 2?
Sin Mei-giv information bout Ying Yin's daily news lor... (hehe,she's my spy)

11. Do you miss number 5?
Chai Mei-yes,wah,is been many week didn't met her jor lor...

12. Would you make out with number 4?
She Wei-she so bz of piano,ballet,study stuff... better let her rest ba...

13. What's your opinion on number 2?
Sin Mei-sunny girl

14. What's your favourite memory with number 5?
Chai Mei-can cry within 5minutes(geng ler)

15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
Ying Yin go out wif Sin Mei AGAIN!!! pray for Sin Mei get headache or stomache... hehe...^^

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Chai Mei-got,but sometimes lor...

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
Sin Mei-wah,slept at her hs,will she kill me then eat me???

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot??
Weng Kar-no lor,never went out wif her since she so quiet.Btw,she went to Perlis jor... (T.T)

19. Who have you known the longest?
Number 4-She Wei-1st day same class wif her,know her jor... since Form 1...

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
Ying Yin n Chai Mei-impossible lor... even though they r classmate(Form 1 only) but not talk much... one quiet(Ying Yin),another one is talktive(Chai Mei)...

21. How often do you talk to 1?
Ying Yin-if possible,one week once lor,but lately no chat since i don't hav internet n Ying Yin is having Final Exam... can't disturbing her...

22. What about 2??
Sin Mei-at least one week once or twice... coz she is my spy mah,need giv me lastest info about Ying Yin's news... (hehe)

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
Weng Kar-we r always friend although she didn't like talk so much...

24. Would you go on a date with number 5?
Chai Mei-went out be4 mah but wif a huge group... very fun wif her coz many things can chit-chat...

25. Do you dream about number 2?
Sin Mei-dream her?then that is nightmare for me lor... Never dream bout her... haha...^^

26. What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
She Wei-change to another secondary school... how dare she change to Cochrane... h@iZ...

27. What have you done for to 1 that the person never forgets?
Ying Yin-ask her lor...

28. What's 3's hobby?
Weng Kar-reading or play piano kua... She so geng+smart...

29. Tag more people.
::: Elaine
::: Janize
::: Colin
::: Yivon
::: Micky

开心果? 乐观主义者?

still no internet coz no phone line... but mayb be done around this week...
suffer arr,without internet really suffer...
this semester i got 3 subj bout computer,without internet,haiz,ma fan...
now still on9 in UCSI Computer Lab... cham leR?

lately thing bout something...
Am I 开心果 to my friends?
well,is truth,i always act weird,stupid,idiot or funny.coz i wanna ppl who around me become more happy... but am i really 开心果 to all my friends? well,i also don't know...
coz nobody told me this,they just says i'm funny. Last week,i receive an email from my collegemate,Sherry... She n Yenn Ching thought that i am 开心果 or 乐观主义者... haha,am i really?

i act stupid,funny just wanna make my friends become happy,don't wan them just like me...
although my outlook just normal(a girl who didn't like a girl) but i'm still in darkness. Memory when i was childish lately hav appear in my dream. i really very scare... but nobody can help me...
When i was a child,lived at Aunty's hs,i scare night,i scare of darkness... every night i'm crying,keep on cry+yell :"Daddy,Mommy,where r u? i wan go home..." but no one answering me... only with my dear beside of me... i really scare in those day,but now... not afraid anymore coz i'm already in the Darkness...

That's y,the only thing can console me is making ppl who around me laugh... their smile,their laugh will make me feels more better. Expecially Ying Yin's smile... is like an angel smiling...

well,Congratulation to TARC friends,Happy Holiday...
haiz,lately really bz of cleaning of my new room,assignment,test...
h@iZ... really @@ jor...

n3w H0uS3...

14th of September 2008... finally move into new hs... y@H00!!!
be4 this day,many argueement continue,after this day,fight still continue,non-stop ...
be4 this day,i used a whole nite pack my school material n my dear as well... hehe...
n then,14th of September morning,bro brought along his friends-Teddy Bear n TaiChi,ask them for a help... well,one super fat,one super thin... nice combination...
wualala,really a tiring day... too many furniture n things hav to remove from old hs n transfer to new hs... so many n so heavy... thanks to them,finally done our work although there r still quite some leftover still in my old hs... such as,comic,books,fans n others things lor...
after move into into new hs,need arrange n clean n then place those furniture into right place...
haha,is really like wat i hav think about... i decided to place all my comic book at second dining. haha,Teddy Bear n TaiChi,once they reach second floor,they read comic there even though there still doesn't hav chair or table... is really like wat i hav thought... that's my idea...
after that,of course went to eat eat lar... work so hard,must enjoy mah...
ate near my new hs restaurant... Yummy Yummy... among all of them... i ate the most... (well,me is pig mah...)
then my bro went out lor,left me,dad n "SHE"... me clean my new room... place all my dear nicely... then zzz,too tired jor...
after that watch tv lor...
then went back my old hs,bring something from there to my new hs again!!!
me hav to clean n place nicely again!!! h@iZ... same work did twice a day...
then zzz,but be4 zzz,i forgot wish my little bro,Kar Thye... His birthday on 13th of September...
sorry,coz recently too bz of moving into new hs,assignment jor... sorry...
Kar Thye,Happy Birthday....

Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to Kar Thye,
Happy Birthday to U...
my little bro... Happy Birthday,wish u be happy @lwayS...
n also Ying Yin's sister-Vivian,birthday on 14 of September... Happy Birthday...
Otanjoubi Omedeto...

now move into new hs,NO HOUSE PHONE,NO ASTRO,NO INTERNET,back to org asli life jor...
so call or sms to me if got any urgent things... ^^
then?me no internet,how i post this new blog???
Baka,UCSI got internet mah... haha,this is computer lab not library,so is a place to connect or chat... hehe...
but luckily,i manage finish dl Bleach: The diamondust rebellion... this movie nicer than Movie 1... Captain 10th-Captain Hitsugaya Toushiro... u r so handsome... wualala...
well,hoepfully i can use internet soon... coz i wan dl my lastest anime-Code Geass R2,Special A...
wanna dl hong kong drama-Moonlight Resonance...
n also read manga from internet...
hehe...
start the 1st day of 3rd week for this sem... really tiring... Gambateh... to myself n to all of u... (^^)

i have a BAD w33k...

suddenly feels wan to listen Daniel Powter song- Bad Day... but i'm not bad day,i'm BAD W33K...
T.T sob sob...
this weeks,very bad lor...
h@iZ,always keep places for my collegemate,but they always not late coming or didn't attend for the classes... those "black guys" using their angry sight staring at me... T.T very scary...
in a same day,i wear broke 3 pair of shoes.... 3 pair of shoes... one is my only shoes,the others two shoes,lent from "SHE"... all destroy by me...
but the most bad day is... i fail my car test today... i manage naik bukit,but turun bukit gagal although i'm pass for my on the road car test... i fail Bahagian II... very sad... extremely sad... i'm sad not i hav fail... i'm sad coz waste my $ n time again... then go eat in Jusco,n bought some daily living things... met my secondary friend,Stephy wif her friends... wualala,become pretty n sexy ... wualala...
Today,becoz of the car test,i didn't attend for Computing Essential Lecture class,very sad jor for didn't attending the class... coz i'm weak in computer things...
but,i hav to thanks to Sheryl n Huai Qing,their wishes... thx... n thanks... Sheryl for console me...
THANKS...
but i'm still upset... on the same nite,my bro after he finish his works at Klang,he call... keep scolding scolding n says I FAIL(3times)... me already very sad... now more sad into darkness... i know i hav fail... i'm already very sad jor... very down... i know I fail my car test,i hav to waste my time to retake the test again n also waste money... i know money is important to my family... i know... but wat can i do... i fail jor...
suddenly,i feels that i'm useless in this world... not i feels... i already know i'm useless... i'm nothing... i'm just a rubbish that waste O2+time+money+resources+food in this world...
i'm NOTHING...
hopefully my bad day will go away... me already no time jor... time is precious to me now... i need TIME + MONEY...

My FAVOURITE Poem...

haha,today no class,yahoo! but got learn car... today me very kind coz only drive 60km/h... y? don't wan hear those,"i haven't married arr,this is my car... "those word lor... very very slow for me...
got time,check my email... wah,my email almost boom lor... quite long time didn't sign in... (haha)
then while deleting my email,saw some old email...
i very very love this mail,coz it was my 1st email,n also my 1st email sent by my bro...
Read it,if got time...

Can study continue STUDY
Can't study, work FACTORY
Cannot rely on CHARITY
Earn a little SALARY
Just enough 4 daily ROTI
Go work no WIRA but LRT.
Colleagues formerly FRIENDLY
Daily treated to KOPI
Now gradually get CRAZY
Behind me say I LAZY.
Boss has no SYMPATHY
Work always must HURRY
Say I always take MC
Often ask me do OT
Midnight go back in TAXI
TAXI surcharge KILLING ME
Cause my bank A/C NO MONEY
Pok-cheque kena EXTRA FEE
Coz Y2K is nothing FREE
Boy/girl-friend STEADY
Serious, and then MARRY
Ceremony and PARTY
joker-friends give PANTY
No moon sure no HONEY
10 months later be DADDY
Wife at GH birth a BABY
Monthly pay back RHB
Earn not enough FEEL GUILTY
Jump down suicide and MATI
No money 4 funeral then BURY
Go see God every thing JADI

i HATE NEW s3m3st3r...

wualala,time really goes fast lor... now is Sept,2nd Semester for me,New Semester...
just ended 1st week of new semester... feeling...extremely bad... h@iZ...
coz i haven't recovered yet from my last semester result... i did really bad in it...
Last Semester results ...

BB 001 Accounting Practice 76 (B+)
BB 002 Economics 76 (B+)
BB 003 Introduction to Business 63 (C+)
BB 004 Quantitative Methods 92 (A+)
SE 005 English Foundation 67 (B)

really did bad in my intro to business... but also need Thanks my lecturer,Miss Jasmine,reply my email,tell n explain my weakness... n also thanks for her wishes... she really is a good lecturer... same goes as QM lecturer,Ms Khor... she damn damn damn NICE... she always smile,always make the class full wif happy environment... i really enjoy her class...
Once again,Thanks,Lecturer...

This Semester,damn damn hate the class even though i hav just finished 1st week of new semester...
Time Table damn hell... luckily i will move to new hs soon... is SOON,but not yet...
Lecturer ler,ok kua... haiz...
but luckily,i managed to take all Alan Hoo's class for this sem... Sometimes,i likes him,sometimes,i dislikes him... Likes him? Coz he will explain rules n regulation be4 class started (although i hav heard for 3 times lar coz i take his 3 subj for this sem) so that i won't be like a ball,kick by the UCSI management to here n there... Dislikes him? His 1st class for Computing Essential,walao... HELL... he just mumbling to himself... then show his forum wif those reptile pic... n i MOST HATE IS... HE LOVE SNAKE... oh no... i HATE snake,he love snake... ohh,no...
btw,this whole week,after finish class,or got too long time for break,i hav to went to new hs works... hehe,but dad will bring me to Balakong for lunch lar,then me can rest... n today,after finish work in new hs,dad bring me eat dinner... wualala... very delicious arr... expecially that Curry Fish n the Pork (Wu Hua Lam)... the fatty layer of pork,wualala,so DELICIOUS... Yummy~ Yummy~

Btw,this sem... h@iZ... coz didn't same class with Yenn Ching n Kar Yan... (T.T)
two of them very nice n they always help me in my subject... really thanks to them,if not,my result will be more... CHAM... but hopefully they also did well in their subject too...
Gambateh ne~ Good Luck~

Thanks to Sheryl,who copy her collection music song to me... really nice album... very nice song... this classic music... I'm Loving it... n also Thanks to Kar Yan,lent me her dvd(Kyou Kara Maoh-anime) n also give me Kururu Model as my birthday present... very very love it...
who is Kururu,watch Keroro Gunsou lar,the MOST HANDSOME+CUTE+INTELLIGENT+EVIL yellow frog... i DAMN DAMN DAMN love him...
n also thx Janize who will lent me her Moral Studies text book... thx thx thx... muackzzz...
Thank You ~ Terima Kasih~ Arigato~ Xie Xie~

tml,5th of Sept 2008,Ying Yin n Sin Mei will start their Final Exam in TARC...
wishes u all the best,as well as the others lar... Seng Chun,Dexter,Tam Tam,Tan Heng Seng...
G00D Luck...

s0 P3ac3ful...

recently quite peaceful woh... is it my bro came home on weekend??? mayb kua... wah,then my bro is King of Peace lor...
last friday,after back from new hs,my dad n "SHE" hav a fight n broke toilet door... while,me so "intelligent",of course i got record sound of the whole fight by my hp... then on saturday,my bro reach home n wan to know wat happen in the hs... well,me so lazy pig,so just play the whole "nice" sound for him,no need explaination... hehe... so geng ler...
Btw,is none of my business de... y should i so concern... haha,don't says i'm their daughter... yup,i did care bout my dad but "SHE"... none of my business at all... never acknowledge me as her daughter... recently i feels very down n disappointed bout my result... i get C+ for one of my subject,but "SHE" still keep on talk talk bout me getting C+ for my exam... more black in my life... very dark,very quietly falling into darkness...
this few days,didn't talk,didn't eat much,but i did sleep alot... is it darkness approach to me once again... let me sleep into darkness,avoid from light... but in my life,i just saw a dim of light during my secondary year wif Ying Yin,Sin Mei n Kar Kar... however,this dim of light will begone somedays...
This world is reality,sometimes reality will bring real n fake world to u... either u choose to be safe or to be killed... well,me,i never wan to be safe... coz i hav no value n no meaning living in this world... no one will know me,no one will remember me even though i will disappear in this world... someday...
well,my real body's world,msn world,blog world or friendster world,is not my REAL world...
my real body's world is exist in my real body's world...
msn world is exist when i was chatting...
blog world is exist when i was typing my thing n post it here...
friendster world is exist when i recognize or knew new friend from there...
BUT,they r not reality... u can't c the faces,the true feeling of me through msn,blog or friendster... don't keep telling me which is right,which is false in my world,or console me... coz those word never reach me...
even myself also don't know which one is my REAL faces...
coz i have LOCK it...
i have LOCK n CLOSE myself when i was small in that raining night at Aunty's hs...
i can only show my true feeling to my DEAREST... they r my truly DEAREST since i was small... they always with me,never far apart from me... but,somedays,mayb they can't control me... n i will fall into darkness...

today,a day after MERDEKA,at home alone... its suit me alot... i prefer alone... lonely will brings me happiness... i prefer alone than staying with alot of ppl...
ohh,wat a peaceful day... today... ^^