Wednesday, December 31, 2008

Last Day of Year 2008

31st of Dec 2008 (Last Day of Year 2008)

this year-Mouse Year really bring me a lot of memory...

went to Hanoi,Vietnam then to Sydney,Australia for 3 month...
back around May... then enter UCSI for my study life...

unexpected that i get 6A in my SPM n get Pelajar Terbaik Aliran Sastera...
however,is my bro n dad attend the ceremony since i can't back yet...

enter UCSI life...
recognize many friends...
1st friend in UCSI is Janize-Voon Rok's friend (only friend mah?)
then Huai Qing, Yenn Ching, Yivon, Sherry, Micky, Kah Yan n many others too...
these friends helps me in many ways...
thanks to them alot...

around Oct,UCSI become UCSI University...
wat means?
haiz,mean fee will increase loR...

be4 May in oversea...
after May in M'sia but didn't met so much friends...

just sing k wif Sin Mei, Ying Yin, Vivian, Kho Elaine, Jyuli, Wan Lee...

long time no c d secondary friends, finally can met them on Christmas Eve...
c their faces until sienz jor... (haha)
tonite still will face them too... however got some will join us...
that's Yung Yung... very miss him ohh!!!

well, Year 2008 happen too many things in my life...
depress life... happy life... funny life...
but also got one most happy thing-that's I GET MY Lesen...

Ah Ted, PH... herm...
i got my lesen liao... u two becareful...

in Year 2008 change me alot...
move to new hs from Pandan Perdana to Bandar Damai Perdana...
Proton Wira return to company jor,MyVi n Vios join our family liao...
n myself from Digi move to Maxis Gang... 016 -> 012

hopefully in Year 2009 will be better...
hopefully most of my friends who hav couple d lives happily...
most of my UCSI friend got gf or bf liao...
those who still single... be happy always...^^

Year 2008 ....
Goodbye...
Sayonara...

Monday, December 29, 2008

一班老人

around 2pm something...
一班老人 came to new hs again...

my bro ate jor dim sum but forget "dao bao" for me...
most yong shui is that ah Ted... says in their stomach jor...
herm...

Ted, TaiChi, Liew n a new looks guy came to my bro room...
i can't continue watch Click入黃金屋... T.T

they all chat + play mahjung in my bro room...
apa lar,now is still X'mas week,not CNY lar...
haiz...

then hav dinner in new hs...
keep on remind their old things...
expecially talks bout car test...
talk most loudly...
patutlah their moral get C... me get A2 ler... (haha)
but their bio,che or phys get A... ceh~ i didn't take those subj too...

use their dinner time watch Click入黃金屋...
those ppl enter my bro room AGAIN!!!
don't care,i continue watch it...

watch until cannot tahan jor...
keep on talk bout PMR arr... SPM arr... STPM thing...
talk bout Form 6 things...
really old ppl remember old memory...

finally go yam cha around 9.30pm...
5 old+ single guy...
haiZ...

Sunday, December 28, 2008

Arigato Anuie~

haha...
i make it...
ask things from my bro...
well,he decided to giv it to me...

erm,actually i always wanna a wallet lar...
but can't found a suitable for myself...
no ppl giv me as a present too...
so~ find it myself when i'm goin out lor...

saw "blink blink" thing appear in my bro room...

ohh~ is the thing i wan...
although is small...but i quite likes it...

n my bro agree to giv it to me...

Anuie~ arigato... thank you...

today no need go Ipoh... that's great! Yahoo!

Saturday, December 27, 2008

張根錫 is NOT Ah Gua!

Announcement!!!

張根錫 is not AH GUA!!!
he is 100% MALE - 44+XY

those who says 張根錫 is AH GUA = jealous his looks...
he DAMN HANDSOME looks in 快刀洪吉童...

herm!!!
especially U who says he is AH GUA d...
wrongly spread out my 張根錫 is AH GUA...
Be Careful!!!

who is U? i know u know... no need i post ur name here ba~

a day after X'mas

26th of December 2008 (a day after Christmas)

yup..
goin out for three days...

Venue : Leisure Mall
Ppl involve : Sin Mei, Chai Mei, Choy Yin, Seng Chun, Kar Thye, Voon Rok, Ah Tam, Gian Boon then Kin Kiat join us after finish watching movie...

met at Mc Donald...
saw Yan Ting, Melissa, Hazel n Angel... but they r not wif us...

watch IP MAN on 5.10pm...
nice movie... funny + great movie...
just like Calvin says.. is really great...
i bet his late grandmaster must be hav the same attitude like Yip Man...
that's y he still miss his late grandmaster until now...

then... walk pasar malam,met wif Kin Kiat...
unfortunately is friday,can't eat meat... so saw taiwan sausage,wan to eat also cannot...

then hav a dinner at Hartamas...
sit between Seng Chun n Chai Mei... really CHAM!!!
then send Sin Mei home...
BUT... is YAP KIN KIAT SEND SIN MEI HOME ohh...
Sin Mei sit in Kin Kiat's car... ONLY two of them...

the others...
came to my new hs...
atmosphere ruin coz of my dad...

oto-sama... i very angry+scare... u always act like tat,i scare tat got one day ur mental really broke liao...
i know u TOO CARE of me n anuie... But.. i'm worry...
u always didn't zzz fully during nite,it will harm u in ur works n ur health...
really ANGRY! always no zzz... walk around,like penjaga...

becoz of this,those ppl seem like lose their mood...
SORRY!!!

but,thx to Ah Tam...
my primary school Standard 1 friend...
he can become a good wife if he is a girl...
however,he also can become a good husband too...
but for me,he is a good maid coz he helps me in cleaning... (haha)
THX...

n sorry... Voon Rok...
let u can't hav a nice zzz since the next day u hav to work...

well,actually all can zzz in my hs BECOZ the most powerful in my hs is my MOM...
haha,but nvm lar...

ONCE AGAIN!!!
Announce Again...
DON'T WATCH THE SPIRIT !!!

WATCH IP MAN!!!

Friday, December 26, 2008

Christmas ...

24th of Dec 2008 (Christmas Eve)

hav a gathering wif my secondary friends...
Time : 6.30pm
Venue : Opposite of Leisure Mall d Station One
Ppl involve : She Wei, Chai Mei, Choy Yin, Kuan Hua, Seng Chun, Kar Thye, Ah Tam, Voon Rok, Kin Kiat n Alex...

She Wei 1st reach then is me...
the others... LATE coming...
the most "early" among boys is Kar Thye,arrive on 7.30pm...
Kuan Hua more geng,quite late arrive,most early leave...

well,watever... all of us,chit-chat, havin dinner then play games...
She Wei,... paiseh,make u so lonely...

we all stay there count down for Christmas lor...
stupid Station One... count down 10 minute early than actual time...

then after that,leave there n goin to Seng Chun's hs lor..
the others stay overnite at Seng Chun's hs...
except me,coz my bro on his ways home n me cannot tahan liao...
wan oi oi... (hehe)

25th of Dec 2008 (Christmas)
woke up by Kar Thye's call...
thx to them,i manage woke up n attend to church...
goin to my ex-church,Sacred Heart Church...
amazing day which our Saviour, Jesus Christ born on this day n we celebrate it...
hehe,bought jor comic (y@Hoo!)
then hav dim sum as my breakfast wif my family...

receive a call from Ying Yin for goin to Leisure Mall...
n i'm the one most early reach there (Again!)
finally saw Ying Yin, Vivian (Ying Yin's sis) then Sin Mei...
Ying Yin so beautiful n she also won champion in Squash...
so geng...
haha,as usual mah,my Ying Yin is GENG!!!
then watch The Spirit...
Minna-san...
DON'T WATCH THE SPIRIT...
STUPID MOVIE !!!

then walk around leisure mall lor...
around 7.30pm go home...
END my Christmas Day...

however,really happy + tired~

Sunday, December 21, 2008

h0uS3 waRminG + X'mas Party

20th of Dec 2008

House Warming Party finally held wif X'mas Party...
one stone two bird mah... (hehe)

plan to not asking ppl come to my new hs...
becoz of that fatty's fault... i hav to invite two friends of mine...
however,my bro is the one who bring more friends...

me invite Chai Mei (same class Form 2 & 3) n Choy Yin (same class Form 2,4&5)...
well, that fatty invite Stephanie who also my classmate n also christian... wif Stephy's family...

Party start around 7.30pm...
start raining a bit but only small little rain... (lucky)

haiz... my bro's friends make me sick.. too many... lucky some of them in Russia or England... if not... my new hs cham lor...

Food include...
Spagheti, Ayamas Pepper n Golden Chicken, Peel Road Yong Tau Foo, Fried Bihun, Curry Chicken, Fried Nugget, Fried Fish Chip...

Dessert ler got... Tong Kee Egg Tart, Tong Kee Cheese Tart, Tong Kee Fruit Tart, Secret Recipe Chocolate Indulgence Whole Cake, Chocolate, Agar-Agar...

Drinks ... France Red Wine, Angelia Sandy, Pepsi, Coca Cola, Excel, Plain Water, Chinese Tea...

Party on goin quite smooth...
n my bro's friends says me CUTE...
n they r girl ohh... leng lui jie jie says me CUTE...
haha...

plan to make my bro drunk d,however,plan fail...
BUT... BUT... BUT...
i manage let him taste red wine,n his face immediately become red... (haha)

well,is really a fun party even though is quite a bit of tired...

Party held until wat time? Arr... well,is 12am++ actually...
even my aunt also forget the time... haha...

House Warming + X'mas Party this year very EXCITED...

Thursday, December 18, 2008

張根錫 !!!

now having my lovely holiday (not loving coz need work...)
so watching a korean drama named as 快刀洪吉童 from Channel 303...

a guy named as 張根錫 who act as King in this drama super handsome ...
even though he is not the main character but he very handsome,n a good person too in this drama...

but,i only likes his looks in this korean drama... (hehe)


Wednesday, December 17, 2008

Good NewS...

Minna-san...
i'm BACK...

Good news to be announce...

14th of Dec 2008 (Sunday)
-I GET MY P Lesen...
i'm a P lesen driver loR...
dare to seat in my car? hehe...

16th of Dec...
just finish my Computing Studies Paper...

My Final Exam for 2nd Semester - END...

now is my Holiday started...
Yah00!!!

Monday, December 8, 2008

@ dAy be4 Final ...

a day be4 final exam...
plan to study,revision... but is hard... is hard for me...
i'm goin to crush myself...

am i really so useless?
yes,I AM...

y if there is things happen,y "SHE" only will scold me?
y? y? y?
Anuie is ur son,i'm ur daughter...
y only scold me?
am i so useless? i hav try very hard to become a good girl... i try so hard... y u never praise me?
even though i get 1st in my class,u never praise me...
even though my form teacher,Pn.Roszita praise me in front of "SHE", "SHE" never praise me... "SHE" only will praise my anuie... coz,i'm useless...
even though i get 6A in my SPM, "SHE" only will praise my anuie...
so,y should i be so hard to become a good girl?

should i continue become good girl... well... NO MORE...
how hardwork i did is USELESS... USELESS...

y did "SHE" giv born on me... i knew it,"SHE" never likes me...
"SHE" never notice me... then y?
u can did abortion to me... i don't care at all...

wat i care is,thx for oto-san as my dad... thx for anuie as my brother...
since i was small... u two always caring of me...
my dad always care of me...
teach me mathematics even though i'm damn stupid in math...
my anuie who always make jokes n stay beside of me...
when i was 6,stay in hs without goin to kindergarden...
is U,who take care of me...
is U... is U... bring me joy...

i don't know i can stay for how long... but if i continue stay here...
i will KILL...
i will KILL MYSELF one day...

Saturday, December 6, 2008

Final Exam Coming l0R...

2nd semester past extremely fast...
wah,so fast already 3month liao...

well,Final Exam coming jor...
my final exam will held for 2 week but actually only 4 day for exam...
however i need start preparation...

so,minna-san...
i'm stop blogging n msn for two week...
anything,u may sms me lor~

however,after exam i still got things to bz...
h@iZ...

minna-san,Gambateh ne~

Wednesday, December 3, 2008

Anuie~ Otanjoubi Omedeto...



yo,finally reach this day,3rd of December...

my only bro's birthday!!!
Alan-chan,Happy Birthday!!!

he is older than me 6 years old...
he is smarter than me...
he is employees currently...
he is super childish guy... n
he is my only bro who always care of me since small...
So,...
Happy Birthday...
Selamat Hari Jadi...
Otanjoubi Omedeto...

Wish YOU...
always healthy...
always safety...
always happy...
always cheerful...
always do well in work... n
always stay beside ME!!!

Otanjoubi Omedeto~ My Only Anuie~

Monday, November 24, 2008

Happy Birthday... She Wei


Today,another of my friend's birthday...
gosh,November really got many ppl birthday...
yesterday Seng Chun's birthday,tml is Stephy's bro n Elaine's birthday...

well,today birthday girl was ...
my 1st friend in SMK Cheras...
my classmate for only 1 year...
left me behind after PMR...
transfer to my bro's secondary school-SMK Cochrane...

Who is she???

SHE is Tan She Wei...
a leng lui who knows ballet,piano...
a talent girl who also good in study too...
very shy but crying BABY... (HAHA)

well,here by to wish her,
Happy Birthday to U...
Be Happy @lways ohh!

Wednesday, November 19, 2008

i HATE 19th of Nov

i HATE...
i HATE
i rEALLY HATE...

every year,19th of Nov is my bad day...
is a yong shui XXY's Birthday also my bad day...
h@iZ...

come for Algebra class,coz hav car test,didn't attend monday Lecturer class...
suddenly says got quiz... don't know how to do... nvm lar,copy lar... but tat person also wrong too... haiz...

then Office Application class... wan pass up assestment...
but then found out mistake,wan print again... but that printing shop CLOSE jor...
need colour printing...
go outside,ask one by one CC n stationery shop... finally found jor...
then pass up...
however,found tat,also done mistake...

last year same date...
having SPM exam... do so many practice still get so low mark in tat subj...

YONG SHUI XXY,... just same class wif him 9month but curse me on his birthday...
really YONG SHUI....

Tuesday, November 18, 2008

p@SS L lesen!!!


guys~
sorry for let u worry so much...
well,coz sunday tat day,hav a car practice in new place(PJ-Petaling Jaya not Pandan Jaya la)
very scare coz new place practice area very small... parking space more small than Batu Caves there... so very down... back home keep thinking bout this sem result...
haiZ,this sem result really a mess...

but,monday,don't know wat happen...
thought will fail bukit,but pass...
thought will fail parking,coz too small liao,but pass...
thought will fail 3-point turn,most no confident,but pass...

h@R? pass jor? really arr?
ya,i really pass jor...
with no spirit,no confident d me attend car test,bring RM 150 there coz know i will fail...
but result end is PASS jor...
Finally PASS jor...

is must be my GOD help me...
Thanks GOD...
oh ya... monday,17th of Nov totally a bz day so forget jor my little kawaii Jyuli's birthday..
Happy Birthday Jyuli... n...
Happy School Holiday lor...

Wanna thx to many many ppl who always so care bout me...
however,in my minds,i still wan to die... coz i can't found any good value for me to living in this world...

I PASS MY L Lesen...

Sunday, November 16, 2008

useleSS...

useless... is useless...
how many effort i put... how many times i try...
is useless...
i'm just a useless which only will waste money...

i hate being useless... i HATE it...
i try so much... so much...

during SPM time,i always fail for my Add Math...
i hav put my effort in it,... however,i just get 6C for that subject...
i even get B for my English... wasting my anuie money...
i always can't did... i can't follow my anuie needs...
y? y? y? y i can't...

y my anuie can did those thing but i fail to do it...
y i'm so useless...
y i can't help my family...
y i am the only one who just brings burden for my family...
y? y? y?

i really feels tired... i can't continue jor...
tries many ways to die,but still fail...
is there anyone who hav some others ways to die,plz tell me...
i try to kill myself by using knife,but i scare pain...
i hav try to tie myself but still fail...
i hav eaten many medicine but still fail...

tell me a way to die... die with quietly,soundless...
tell me...
tell me tat i'm useless...
no matter how i put my effort... i'm still useless...

Wednesday, November 12, 2008

Sleepy D@Y...



today around 0030,receive a call from my dad that he n anuie just reach LCCT Terminal...
well,suppose reach LCCT Terminal around 2230,but coz of Air Asia delay air flight,causing me n "SHE" doesn't zzz at all for waiting for their call... (they don't hav hs key arr...)

reach home around 0300,talk talk talk n chat chat chat...
talk all bout Vietnam trip n also casino things... h@iZ... yo,i'm still zzz ler...
never recognize who am i? I am the most Pig in this world ler...
cannot tahan ler,... loudly scold them,ask them go n zzz NOW!!!
finally,i can hav a nice sleep...

Morning class is Algebra,still sleepy but luckily only one hours...
thought back home can zzz again however,need fetch "SHE" then go hav a dim sum as my lunch...
my 6 hrs rest time waste on tv n "SHE"...
hav to attend that OA class again...
this time really in BAD MOOD...
no more laugh or smile for me...

i WAN TIME FOR SLEEP!!! I'M SLEEPY!!!

Tuesday, November 11, 2008

Happy Birthday... Tam Tam



Happy Birthday to U,
U born in the ZOO...
wif Monkey n Elephant,
Happy Birthday to U...

Happy Birthday lor,Tam Yew Wing
a friend of mine who knew long long time...
we hav been same class in primary school from Standard 1-5...
same secondary school,same class from Form 1 & 3...
we both also librarian since Form 1-5...

Wish u...
Happy Birthday,
Good Luck in ur study life in TARC...

Monday, November 10, 2008

加油! 加油! 加油!



加油!
start from today,i got 2 of my friends fighting wif... EXAM !!!
Crush it~ h3h3

one is,She Wei,my secondary friend... 1st new friend in SMK Cheras,even though just same class for one year-1 Anggerik...
She is having her Final Exam in Taylor College...
Gambateh!!!

Another is,Weng Kar (家家-me create d) h3h3...
She is a wonderful girl for me... Study alone in Perlis for her ambition as a teacher...
wualala,so brave ler... that's my 家家... (haha)
so,Gambateh in ur Exam too!!!

Exam coming don't be scare,
becoz u all r the BEST!!!

Saturday, November 8, 2008

Dad + Anuie to Hanoi


8th of Nov...

today,my dad n my bro will be goin to Hanoi,Vietnam for holiday with my auntie n one of my dad's friend...
Even though my auntie hav been went there for several times,but this is the 1st time my dad n bro go to Vietnam...
Hopefully everything is fine since different country got different culture n language...

i hav been there be4,this year end of January... but only once time...
well,the weather very good that time i went coz is winter season,only 11◦C-14◦C...
however,their meal 100% not suitable for me... too much VEGE jor,... every meal also must hav vege... h@iZ...
Halong Bay also another attractive place... that time,i take a junk boat for 2 day 1 nite,sleep in the boat...
even though that boat quite small but got air cond lar,wash room for every room... quite nice...

to Hanoi,Vietnam,i only know calculator is the BEST!!!
coz i hav to convert $ from RM to Dong or RM to USD...
however i just learn one word of Vietnam language...
that is "hello" in Vietnam language called as "Sin Chao"

Dad,Anuie... hav a nice+safety TRIP...
Today Moral Studies Replacement Class... boring+sleepy like HELL...
but some group,their presentation quite funny... HAHA...

Computing Studies 7th of Nov Class


having CS morning class AGAIN!!!
sleepy+tired...
Yesterday CS class=sienz class...
Mr.Alan Hoo-weird lecturer,teach Sort (which NEVER come out in CS,just for future programming student).
Then Sherry told me,be4 he teach sort,we become sot jor...
haha,this sentence,i sms to Janize n her friends,all agree...

Haiz,Mr. Alan Hoo says surprising sentence again...
"If u cannot c,then don't c lar." swt!
but he also says more surprising sentence...
"If can c,but doesn't understand the meaning also no use."
wah,Mr.Alan Hoo says this sentence ler... so geng ger...
HAHA...

After class,do gym... saw Choon Mun at there...
hehe,150 calories waste jor,but then hav a lunch wif Sherry... i think increase calories again... T.T
my looks like 1st time do gym? coz got ppl teach me how to use those apparatus... haha...

paiseh,plan to post it yesterday(7th of Nov) but too tired liao,btw today(8th of Nov) got Moral Replacement Class... very sleepy arr~

Thursday, November 6, 2008

Moral Studies Presentation DONE...



hav u heard ur teacher or lecturer says like this?
"if u don't know how to draw flow chart(1 of the topic in CS),just 5 mark only,nvm lar"
"if u don't know how to do objective question,nvm lar,just tembak"

well,i met this kind of lecturer... He says in front me...
n he even teach the whole class,way to won $ from jackpot or baccarat...
n also ask us go to Genting Highland casino...
This sem,i hav take 3 subj which same lecturer... n he is this lecturer who teach me so many "weird" thing...
he is Mr. Alan Hoo...
a super,hyper weird guy for me...

plan to wrote many thing bout him,but Janize didn't wrote it...
so me also don't wan lor... me very kind d... (haha)
hard to describe bout this lecturer... only one word can says... "weird" for him

having moral presentation today...
less ppl listen to our group presentation coz all gone liao...
however,our group presenter-MAA (Money, Alan, Adrian) did very well,...
even though there is sound pollution in our class (match wif our topic)... h@h@...
well,conclusion,not too good,not too bad... ok ler...
but,they really did very well...
n also Zi Yi too... a girl from Foundation of Music... run from Block C Level 4 to her hostel,bring her organ,just for background music...
well...minna-san... u all r great...

n Micky... hopefully u will be alright soon...
ur looks very cha jor... already thing,now more thin
wish u,be healthy alwayS...

Wednesday, November 5, 2008

N3wS ...

after Office Application class,heard from my dad that Mr. Barack Obama won the election...

Mr. Barack Obama
-> America's first black president...
-> America's 44th president...
-> the first Democrat to receive more than 50 percent of the popular vote

Congratulation... Omedeto...

arr,not excited,but glad to heard Mr. Barack Obama become President of American...
hopefully he will become better,better than Bush(as least lor)...
hopefully he can cease the war...

well,glad thing not only one...
yesterday i'm havin a conversation wif my friend,Choy Yin...
haha,manage to switch on webcam (finally~)...
saw her looks... become pretty jor,... but still so thin...

h@iZ... y all my friends who around also thin d??? only me become fat... however... i'm proud of myself... Pig is fat,me is Pig so i hav to become fatter... hAhA...

suPP0Rt PiG...

Tuesday, November 4, 2008

r@iN-iNG d@Y...



Having Computing Essential Mid Term this morning...
gosh,did very bad since i'm baka PC... h@iZ...

After tat,back home,eat,zzz then watch Shogu Chara!,lent from Kar Yan... muackzzz... Kar Yan... (hehe)
watch watch watch until ep 22,suddenly raining...
raining so heavily,well,hav to shut down my pc for safety...

saw thunder appear... so quickly shut down my activity in pc... h@iZ...
i'm not scare of thunder or raining... but... just...
i HATE RAINING... i hate "that nite"...

"that night",i'm still a child who living in my Auntie's hs...
"that night",i can hear n c the thunder light... i can hear the raining sound... is really make me fear...
no matter how i cry,no matter how i shout,my voice won't come out coz i don't wan disturb other ppl who r zzz-ing...
even though i keep calling "daddy,mommy..." but i knew that,they won't come... they won't come...
only them will stay beside me,wherever n whenever am i... they will with me... my "little pillow" n my "rabbit-chan"

i really hate raining... raining will only remind me the scene that i'm hopeless,i'm in the darkness...
i really HATE RAINING...

Sunday, November 2, 2008

All Soul's Day



2nd of Nov 2008 is All Soul's Day...
Wat is All Soul's Day???

is a special which Christian visit grave... almost like chinese tradition called as "Qing Ming"...

well,my grandma("SHE"'s mother) is christian... so,we will visit her in this day... During "Qing Ming",we won't visit her,for respect her who was daughter of GOD...
In my memory,my grandma is a gentle,beautiful person...
She take care of me until she got sick,n hav to cut off both of her legs due to illness...
After that,i hav been taking care by my Auntie which is "SHE" older sister...
Even though,i still able to stay wif her when i was study in kindergarden...
Due to some reason,i hav to stay at home to take care of my grandma wif Siti-maid,n i unable finish my lesson in kindergarden... Conclusion,i only study in kindergarden for 1 year when i was 5 years old...

Even though my grandma had lost her legs,but her spirit never end...
She never gave up,n enjoy her day wif happily... well,this must be a small case for her since sher had been suffer for so long time for herself,her family,n also for her whole life...
She always told me her daily life to me... is really touching...
sometime i thought that,how come my grandma had been suffer for her whole life,but she just able to receive little happiness in her life...

Unfortunately,when i'm was 9 years old,she left us after Chinese New Year... after 9 day from Chinese New Year...
but my maid told us that,she sleep very well,n smile when she left...
that time,i doesn't know wat the meaning of dead...
becoz she is the only one who close to me,left this world...
well,indeed that both of my grandpa also dead... one grandpa die be4 i born,another grandpa die when i was 2 years old...

Ah Ma-a name i used to call my grandma,now i never hav a chance to call her if only if when i visit her grave...

My grandma really a nice person... even though she had left the world,but she always protect us...
For example,my dad who never won Sport Toto or Magnum,after my grandma left the world,my dad went n buy her grave number... really amazing... my dad won 1st prize... we use quite many money for my grandma's grave... is sound like,my grandma is repay to us,or help us... haha,sound silly but is true...

I bet my grandma now must be seating beside with God,n become as an angel,always protect us...

Ah Ma,... i miss u soo soo soo much...

Saturday, November 1, 2008

Ying Yin's BirthdaY


1st of November is my very very very good friend's birthday...
who is she?
of coz,she is ...

WONG YING YIN - a friend of mine who know since Form 1...

Ying Yin is a cheerful,hardworking,cute girl... she always smile... Her smile bring light to us who shut into darkness...

Ying Yin is my precious friend...

Becoz of YOU,i know many many friend such as Sin Mei, Weng Kar, Yue Ting, Pui Kay, Chai Mei etc...
Becoz of YOU,i found light in my life...
Becoz of YOU,i know wat the meaning of Happy...
Becoz of YOU,i know many many many thing...

YOU are my light,show way to me,bring me out from darkness...
YOU are my smile,you smile for me who doesn't love to smile in old days...
YOU are my emotion,when you laugh,i will laugh,when you sad,my heart will bleeding...
YOU are my friend,my precious friend...

Thank You,Ying Yin...
Becoz of U,i'm here...

In this important day,wish u...
Be Happy @lways...
Be Healthy @lways...
Good Luck in ur study...
Having a proper breakfast,lunch,high tea,dinner,"siu ye" in ur daily life...
n...

Happy Birthday...
Selamat Hari Jadi...
生日快樂...
Otanjoubi Omedeto...

Friday, October 31, 2008

almost zzz ...


H@iZ... really hate this sem arr...
everyday also got morning class... is 8am class ler...

well,today same as usual,attend morning class,Computing Studies class...
Alan Hoo still same as always,talking in his own world,no one listening... however,i still got catch some of his word since my friend,Sherry who get 11A in SPM-a hardworking girl n Huai Qing,another geng girl... i sit between two of them,of course must concentrate some lar... some only~

Only 1 hrs class then dismiss... chat,talk talk wif Janize,Pui San n their gang...
then leave audi hall... then on9,hav lunch wif Micky lor... then attend OA class lor

haiz,becoz of some mistake,get 6 mark from one question... not satisfy,so take again(while Alan Hoo bz)...
then 2nd times,is Micky's bro-Uncle Money do the question... that Uncle really old+tua lor... 1st question already take 6 mark,2nd question also 6 mark,more cham than me n Micky... h@iZ... he still says he don't hav to bring anything,he just need bring his brain... Brain? stuck jor or lost jor??? already phone him n remind him jor,still make the same mistake which me n Micky hav did... so xxx... really wan hit+kick him jor...

then 3rd time,me do it... haha,me do it woh,sure no problem lar... well,got some mistake but while Alan Hoo still bz,that Uncle Money at least he got some value... correction those mistake... while me is baka pc mah,cannot blame me d...

however,that Uncle Money who claim himself very "GOOD" in pc also get same mark wif me in OA Mid Term... HAHAHAHA... super Happy although result not satisfy lar...

Moral Studies Assignment seem like pass up jor...
next thursday,6th of Nov,got Moral Studies Presentation...
Minna-san,Gambateh ne~

don't wan typ so much,coz later someone will bla bla bla me,says my post too long jor...
who is "someone"?... Don't wan tell u arr... Bleh...

Wednesday, October 29, 2008

Friends @gain?



h@iZ... Computing Studies Test n Office Application Mid Term result out jor...
quite sad for the result but i will do well for the next de lar... ^^

Today morning Algebra class,whole class make me @@... coz don't understand at all... well,me not only baka pc,also baka in calculation...
my nii-chan still wan me take Account arr,wan make the World Economics drop immediately mer...
don't treat our country like this even though price of everything in this country also increas-ING...

this sem n last sem really totally DIFFERENT...
last sem got many friends, but this sem, some of my friends, becoz of different course, so different subj, so we hav to far apart...
well,some of my friends still with me... but becoz of some problem,my friends relationship not very good...
well,me still the same,be friend wif two side friends...

BUT BUT BUT!!!
i really wan them back together... become FRIEND TOGETHER...
still remember last sem,Economics class,we all finish Economics Assignment together on the due date... sit together,walk together... so good...
i wan that feeling again... i wan back those memory...
i wan them be friend again... i wan... but wat should i do... tell me... h@iZ...

Tuesday, October 28, 2008

SonG...



recently really feels very very very tired...
tired until sleep 12hrs a day still not enough... so,song is the power for woke me up...

Yesterday,27th of Oct 2008 was Deepavali... public holiday...
finally got a day rest... went to Jusco,then eat eat in Serdang... super nice food... h3h3... although 4 ppl eat RM80 food quite expen lar... then on9... even though can't use pc on9,but i got laptop on9 arr...

now got WIRELESS at home... Bravo!!!

Normally,Jay Chou,i'm quite dislike... COZ...
1st,don't know he sings wat...
2nd is he handsome? Ans is NO...
but lately i love one of his song name as 说好的幸福呢... quite nice...


你的绘画凌乱着. 在这个时刻. 我想起喷泉旁的白鸽. 甜蜜散乱了.
情绪莫名的拉扯. 我还爱你呐. .伴你断断续续唱着歌. 假装没事了. .

时间过了走了. 爱情面临选择. .你冷了倦了我哭了.
一开始的不快乐. .你用卡片拭写着. .有些爱只给到这真的懂了.

怎麽了.你累了.说好的.幸福呐 .
我懂了.不说了.爱淡了.梦远了 .
开心与不开心.一一叙说着.你在不舍 .
那些爱过的感觉都太深刻.我都还记得 .
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐 .
我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了 .
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐 . .
怎麽了. 你累了. 说好的. 幸福呐. .
我懂了. 不说了. 爱淡了. 梦淹了. 我都还记得. .
你不等了.说好的.幸福呐 .我错了.泪干了.放手了 后悔了
只是回忆的音乐盒还旋转着.要怎么停呐 !

NICE!!!

Thursday, October 23, 2008

2nd w33k 3Xam...



yahoo... finally finish my 2nd week exam... they r Office Application n Moral Studies...

just finish Moral Studies today,n many question @@ for me,same goes wif Office Application... me is baka pc ler... start from today,i can rest lor coz assignment pass to my groupmate jor,exam n mid term,now just left Computing Essential Midterm...

lately not enough zzz... almost slept 10hrs per day also still feels sleepy... HELP... i don't wan become like Muhyo from Firma Undang-Undang Sihir(comic)...

Yesterday,22nd of Oct... Jusco day held at Jusco Cheras Selatan... walao,ppl crowd there... got million or billion ppl in there kua... car... more than million kua... enter there already waste 1hrs,come out still need queue up so long time... HELL... however,is a worth day for me n my family... cloth,pant or shoes mostly got 50% or 70%... wualala,.. Finally i brought a new shoes after i broke one shoes of "SHE" last week... hehe...

rest for this week since i hav finish my paper...
well,my teacher says... Study Smart not Study Hard...

n i also wan store energy for preparing incoming midterm paper...

I WAN SLEEP... zzz...

Sunday, October 19, 2008

Happy Birthday... Mrs Kang




19th October
Today theme special dedicate to ...

A woman who share her life, teaching n caring for her family...
bringing joyful n happiness for her family...
This pretty + young girl who born on this day... who is she?
She is Mrs Kang - mother of Kang Sin Mei...

Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to Leng Lui,
Happy Birthday to U...

生日快樂 (Chinese)
Happy Birthday (English)
Selamat Hari Jadi (Malay)
Otanjoubi Omedeto (Japanese)
Saeng il chuk ha ham ni da! (Korean)
Joyeux Anniversaire (French)

wish u be ...
^^Happy alwayS...
^^Healthy alwayS...
^^Beauty alwayS...
^^Charming alwayS...
^^Safety alwayS...
Child of GOD, Beloved Mother,
pray for this woman,born and exist a lovely environment for her and her family...
GOD bless U...

Saturday, October 18, 2008

1st w33k 3x@M...


wualala,this week really tired+sleepy ohh...
coz got exam,but also got happy thing happen lar...

last wed,after class,went wif "SHE",cut of my hair become more shorter... coz my hair everyday also fall... i don't wan become like my anuie hair style... (haha)... now more relax,coz no need tie here,tie there... in old days,i tie my front hair become coconut tree... but that is no coconut de tree... only a tall tree...

Thursday,finish Computing Studies exam... thanks to my friends,Sherry n Micky,coz they teach me alot bout this course... i'm really baka in computer... damn aho...

today,finish my Algebra n Trigonometry mid term... this exam is really make me scare coz i bad in calculation... even though i got calculator but i also will count wrong de... h@iZ... but don't know y,i got A1 for math n account in my SPM... (hahahaha)... but this two subj hav to thanks to my secondary friends,coz they used their time teach me,n having a study group wif me... n also need thx Turtle as our teacher lar...

Algebra mid term exam held in exam hall... suddenly rain,make the hall become more cooler... something happen that let me feels surprise... i have finish use all the paper which already apply... so i raise my hand to offer some paper... Surprising me... really... the rumor guy which says that he is Ms Fong "husband", he speak in cantonese wif me... wualala... he looks like malay ppl,but he speak cantonese wif me... he says:"don't be so nervous..." however,really thx to his words... coz that time,that hall,extremely cold for me,that word warm me,even though my brain already stuck wif those @@ question...

finish 2 paper,still left Computing Essential,Office Application n Moral Studies mid term...
G@mb@tEh... to myself n all my friends who also facing exam...

p/s: Turtle,i know u got many time,but don't always read my blog... if u got so many time,tell me more info bout VV lar... collect more info bout VV lar... (h3h3)

Thursday, October 16, 2008

Tagged by Colin-Huai Qing

Question: What is your name? (Please give one answer)
问题:你叫什么名字? (请给一个答案)
-> Sui Lin 淑玲

Question: What is your nickname? (Please give two answers)
问题:你的洋名是什么? (请给两个答案)
-> Angeline
-> Pig n many others...

Question: Three books which you often read? (Please give three answers)
问题:三本你常读的书。 (请给三个答案)
-> Kreko (manga)
-> Arena (manga)
-> Bible

Question: The things gained from Blogging? (Please give four answers)
问题:在部落格所得到的东西。 (请给四个答案)
-> share my daily lives
-> show internal of myself
-> chat
-> know my news to my friends

Question: Your favorite food? (Please give five answers)
问题:你最喜爱的食物?? (请给五个答案)
-> Pepper soup n Hua Diao Chicken in Serdang
-> Jiang Soup in Sungei Buloh
-> 3 style fish
-> sushi
-> ramen

Question: Favorite songs? (Please give six answers)
问题:最爱的歌?(请给六个答案)
-> All Gundam Seed n GS Destiny song
-> Half Pain(Witch Hunter Robin)
-> Waltz in C sharp minor,Op.64,No. 2 by Frédéric Chopin
-> Tristesse (Étude Opus 10 No.3) by Frédéric Chopin
-> Pathethique by L.V. Beethoven
-> La Campanella by Franz Liszt

Question: Places that you wish to go? (Please give seven answers)
问题:你想去的地方? (请给七个答案)
-> Venice
-> Rome
-> France
-> Itali
-> Korea
-> Japan
-> Taiwan

Question: All-time favorite movies, dramas, or animes? (Please give eight answers)
问题:最爱的喜剧,电视剧,漫画? (请给八个答案)
-> Gundam Seed
-> Neon Genesis Evangelion
-> Special A
-> Shinshi Doumei Cross
-> Kareshi no Kanojo Jijo
-> Ouran High School Host Club
-> Crime Scene Investigation (Las Vegas)
-> Harry Porter

Question: Items that you wish to obtain? (Please give nine answers)
问题:你想要有的东西。(请给九个答案)
-> Leave this world
-> Death Note
-> Money
-> Good result
-> Money
-> Silent Place
-> Comic
-> Anime
-> Sleep all the day

Question: You want to pass this tag to? (Please give the names of 10 friends)
问题:你要传给谁?? (请传给十个朋友)
-> Stephy
-> Elaine
-> Micky
-> Yung Leong
-> Heen Leong
-> Car Men
-> Sin Mei
-> Dexter
-> Unknown 1
-> Unknown 2
(me very less friend de lar... )

Tuesday, October 14, 2008

I'm B@CK...



hehe,b@ck,b@ck,b@ck... i'm h3r3...
finally i can on9 at hom3... finally...

11th of Oct 2008 -> my lovely day,i figure out that i can on9... hehe... dl my Special A final epi although i hav already ask my friend dl for m3... ( Thank you, Micky n sorry for bring u so much of trouble... )

wualala,been long time didn't post... hehe... no update news from me...

well,currently having super+hyper most difficult subject for me.. this sem,h@iZ... relly hat3... i'm taking Computing Essential, Computing Studies, Office Application, Algrebra n Trigonometry n Moral Studies... there r 3 subject bout computer... Ying Yin favourite subject... so for Ying Yin sake,i will do my best in it... although now i'm still very @@ in those subject... but thanks to my coursemate, Micky n Sherry n Kar Yan who hav keep on teaching me in computer subject... finally i realize that, i super AHO in computer stuff... haha... but i'm super destroy pc... h3h3...

h@iZ... suffer week coming lor... i'm having Test, Mid Term n Assignment... all come together really make me "one head two big" lor... haiz,so cham so ma fan ...

but i bet many ppl also face the same problem wif me lar... so minna-san,gambateh...

currently just hav my internet line... however,it's DAMN SLOW... sometimes disconnect... T.T
well,wat to do... got internet better don't hav...
now i hav improve liao... from org asli life become pig life... got tv,got astro... (h3h3) n got internet (although it's slow lar)...

well, UCSI guys, test+mid term coming jor lor... Good Luck to all of U...
n, Yenn Ching, Good Luck in ur Final Exam on 21st of Oct 2008...

KTAR ppl,start school lor... concentrate in ur study lor...

Minna-san,GAMBATEH ne~

Friday, September 26, 2008

Happy Birthday to U...


Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birhday to both of U,
Happy Birthday to U...
Happy Birthday,
Ho Wai Kit(male) ...
Kang Sin Mei(female)...
26th of Sept,my friends,Wai Kit n Sin Mei who born on the same year,same month n same day...

wish both of u...

Happy Birthday
Selamat Hari Jadi
生日快樂
Otanjoubi Omedeto

Monday, September 22, 2008

Tagged by She Wei :

instructions::Never see the questions before you arrange the names - all mentioned below are TAGGED by me!

1. Ying Yin
2. Sin Mei
3. Weng Kar
4. She Wei
5. Chai Mei

Here comes the questions;
1. How did you meet 1?
Ying Yin-same Chinese class then sit together...

2. On a scale of 1 - 10, how would you rate your friendship with 1?
Ying Yin-Definitely Number 1 coz she is my most most most important friend to me... ^^

3. How long have you known 4?
She Wei-since Form 1,the day we arrange into same class (1Anggerik)during the assembly.

4. How do you know number 3?
Weng Kar-introduce by Ying Yin,under the big tree where we 3 always gather...

5. Where's 5?
Chai Mei-2Alamanda class...

6. A fact about number 1?
Ying Yin-love to smile... ^^

7. Who is 4 going out with?
She Wei-don't know,go ask her urself...

8. What does 1 do for a living?
Ying Yin-must be reading coz she so hardworking...

9. Would you live with number 3?
Weng Kar-of course,hehe,got a chances can hear she play piano... she so geng...

10. What do you like about number 2?
Sin Mei-giv information bout Ying Yin's daily news lor... (hehe,she's my spy)

11. Do you miss number 5?
Chai Mei-yes,wah,is been many week didn't met her jor lor...

12. Would you make out with number 4?
She Wei-she so bz of piano,ballet,study stuff... better let her rest ba...

13. What's your opinion on number 2?
Sin Mei-sunny girl

14. What's your favourite memory with number 5?
Chai Mei-can cry within 5minutes(geng ler)

15. What will you do if number 1 and 2 were going out?
Ying Yin go out wif Sin Mei AGAIN!!! pray for Sin Mei get headache or stomache... hehe...^^

16. Ever had a long conversation with 5?
Chai Mei-got,but sometimes lor...

17. Have you ever slept at 2's house?
Sin Mei-wah,slept at her hs,will she kill me then eat me???

18. Do you hang out with 3 a lot??
Weng Kar-no lor,never went out wif her since she so quiet.Btw,she went to Perlis jor... (T.T)

19. Who have you known the longest?
Number 4-She Wei-1st day same class wif her,know her jor... since Form 1...

20. What will happen if number 1 and 5 have a relationship?
Ying Yin n Chai Mei-impossible lor... even though they r classmate(Form 1 only) but not talk much... one quiet(Ying Yin),another one is talktive(Chai Mei)...

21. How often do you talk to 1?
Ying Yin-if possible,one week once lor,but lately no chat since i don't hav internet n Ying Yin is having Final Exam... can't disturbing her...

22. What about 2??
Sin Mei-at least one week once or twice... coz she is my spy mah,need giv me lastest info about Ying Yin's news... (hehe)

23. Have you ever thought 3 more than a friend?
Weng Kar-we r always friend although she didn't like talk so much...

24. Would you go on a date with number 5?
Chai Mei-went out be4 mah but wif a huge group... very fun wif her coz many things can chit-chat...

25. Do you dream about number 2?
Sin Mei-dream her?then that is nightmare for me lor... Never dream bout her... haha...^^

26. What did no.4 did to you that you can never forget?
She Wei-change to another secondary school... how dare she change to Cochrane... h@iZ...

27. What have you done for to 1 that the person never forgets?
Ying Yin-ask her lor...

28. What's 3's hobby?
Weng Kar-reading or play piano kua... She so geng+smart...

29. Tag more people.
::: Elaine
::: Janize
::: Colin
::: Yivon
::: Micky

开心果? 乐观主义者?

still no internet coz no phone line... but mayb be done around this week...
suffer arr,without internet really suffer...
this semester i got 3 subj bout computer,without internet,haiz,ma fan...
now still on9 in UCSI Computer Lab... cham leR?

lately thing bout something...
Am I 开心果 to my friends?
well,is truth,i always act weird,stupid,idiot or funny.coz i wanna ppl who around me become more happy... but am i really 开心果 to all my friends? well,i also don't know...
coz nobody told me this,they just says i'm funny. Last week,i receive an email from my collegemate,Sherry... She n Yenn Ching thought that i am 开心果 or 乐观主义者... haha,am i really?

i act stupid,funny just wanna make my friends become happy,don't wan them just like me...
although my outlook just normal(a girl who didn't like a girl) but i'm still in darkness. Memory when i was childish lately hav appear in my dream. i really very scare... but nobody can help me...
When i was a child,lived at Aunty's hs,i scare night,i scare of darkness... every night i'm crying,keep on cry+yell :"Daddy,Mommy,where r u? i wan go home..." but no one answering me... only with my dear beside of me... i really scare in those day,but now... not afraid anymore coz i'm already in the Darkness...

That's y,the only thing can console me is making ppl who around me laugh... their smile,their laugh will make me feels more better. Expecially Ying Yin's smile... is like an angel smiling...

well,Congratulation to TARC friends,Happy Holiday...
haiz,lately really bz of cleaning of my new room,assignment,test...
h@iZ... really @@ jor...

Monday, September 15, 2008

n3w H0uS3...

14th of September 2008... finally move into new hs... y@H00!!!
be4 this day,many argueement continue,after this day,fight still continue,non-stop ...
be4 this day,i used a whole nite pack my school material n my dear as well... hehe...
n then,14th of September morning,bro brought along his friends-Teddy Bear n TaiChi,ask them for a help... well,one super fat,one super thin... nice combination...
wualala,really a tiring day... too many furniture n things hav to remove from old hs n transfer to new hs... so many n so heavy... thanks to them,finally done our work although there r still quite some leftover still in my old hs... such as,comic,books,fans n others things lor...
after move into into new hs,need arrange n clean n then place those furniture into right place...
haha,is really like wat i hav think about... i decided to place all my comic book at second dining. haha,Teddy Bear n TaiChi,once they reach second floor,they read comic there even though there still doesn't hav chair or table... is really like wat i hav thought... that's my idea...
after that,of course went to eat eat lar... work so hard,must enjoy mah...
ate near my new hs restaurant... Yummy Yummy... among all of them... i ate the most... (well,me is pig mah...)
then my bro went out lor,left me,dad n "SHE"... me clean my new room... place all my dear nicely... then zzz,too tired jor...
after that watch tv lor...
then went back my old hs,bring something from there to my new hs again!!!
me hav to clean n place nicely again!!! h@iZ... same work did twice a day...
then zzz,but be4 zzz,i forgot wish my little bro,Kar Thye... His birthday on 13th of September...
sorry,coz recently too bz of moving into new hs,assignment jor... sorry...
Kar Thye,Happy Birthday....

Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to U,
Happy Birthday to Kar Thye,
Happy Birthday to U...

my little bro... Happy Birthday,wish u be happy @lwayS...
n also Ying Yin's sister-Vivian,birthday on 14 of September... Happy Birthday...
Otanjoubi Omedeto...

now move into new hs,NO HOUSE PHONE,NO ASTRO,NO INTERNET,back to org asli life jor...
so call or sms to me if got any urgent things... ^^
then?me no internet,how i post this new blog???
Baka,UCSI got internet mah... haha,this is computer lab not library,so is a place to connect or chat... hehe...
but luckily,i manage finish dl Bleach: The diamondust rebellion... this movie nicer than Movie 1... Captain 10th-Captain Hitsugaya Toushiro... u r so handsome... wualala...
well,hoepfully i can use internet soon... coz i wan dl my lastest anime-Code Geass R2,Special A...
wanna dl hong kong drama-Moonlight Resonance...
n also read manga from internet...
hehe...
start the 1st day of 3rd week for this sem... really tiring... Gambateh... to myself n to all of u... (^^)

Tuesday, September 9, 2008

i have a BAD w33k...

suddenly feels wan to listen Daniel Powter song- Bad Day... but i'm not bad day,i'm BAD W33K...
T.T sob sob...
this weeks,very bad lor...
h@iZ,always keep places for my collegemate,but they always not late coming or didn't attend for the classes... those "black guys" using their angry sight staring at me... T.T very scary...
in a same day,i wear broke 3 pair of shoes.... 3 pair of shoes... one is my only shoes,the others two shoes,lent from "SHE"... all destroy by me...
but the most bad day is... i fail my car test today... i manage naik bukit,but turun bukit gagal although i'm pass for my on the road car test... i fail Bahagian II... very sad... extremely sad... i'm sad not i hav fail... i'm sad coz waste my $ n time again... then go eat in Jusco,n bought some daily living things... met my secondary friend,Stephy wif her friends... wualala,become pretty n sexy ... wualala...
Today,becoz of the car test,i didn't attend for Computing Essential Lecture class,very sad jor for didn't attending the class... coz i'm weak in computer things...
but,i hav to thanks to Sheryl n Huai Qing,their wishes... thx... n thanks... Sheryl for console me...
THANKS...
but i'm still upset... on the same nite,my bro after he finish his works at Klang,he call... keep scolding scolding n says I FAIL(3times)... me already very sad... now more sad into darkness... i know i hav fail... i'm already very sad jor... very down... i know I fail my car test,i hav to waste my time to retake the test again n also waste money... i know money is important to my family... i know... but wat can i do... i fail jor...
suddenly,i feels that i'm useless in this world... not i feels... i already know i'm useless... i'm nothing... i'm just a rubbish that waste O2+time+money+resources+food in this world...
i'm NOTHING...
hopefully my bad day will go away... me already no time jor... time is precious to me now... i need TIME + MONEY...

Friday, September 5, 2008

My FAVOURITE Poem...

haha,today no class,yahoo! but got learn car... today me very kind coz only drive 60km/h... y? don't wan hear those,"i haven't married arr,this is my car... "those word lor... very very slow for me...
got time,check my email... wah,my email almost boom lor... quite long time didn't sign in... (haha)
then while deleting my email,saw some old email...
i very very love this mail,coz it was my 1st email,n also my 1st email sent by my bro...
Read it,if got time...

Can study continue STUDY
Can't study, work FACTORY
Cannot rely on CHARITY
Earn a little SALARY
Just enough 4 daily ROTI
Go work no WIRA but LRT.
Colleagues formerly FRIENDLY
Daily treated to KOPI
Now gradually get CRAZY
Behind me say I LAZY.
Boss has no SYMPATHY
Work always must HURRY
Say I always take MC
Often ask me do OT
Midnight go back in TAXI
TAXI surcharge KILLING ME
Cause my bank A/C NO MONEY
Pok-cheque kena EXTRA FEE
Coz Y2K is nothing FREE
Boy/girl-friend STEADY
Serious, and then MARRY
Ceremony and PARTY
joker-friends give PANTY
No moon sure no HONEY
10 months later be DADDY
Wife at GH birth a BABY
Monthly pay back RHB
Earn not enough FEEL GUILTY
Jump down suicide and MATI
No money 4 funeral then BURY
Go see God every thing JADI

Thursday, September 4, 2008

i HATE NEW s3m3st3r...

wualala,time really goes fast lor... now is Sept,2nd Semester for me,New Semester...
just ended 1st week of new semester... feeling...extremely bad... h@iZ...
coz i haven't recovered yet from my last semester result... i did really bad in it...
Last Semester results ...

BB 001 Accounting Practice 76 (B+)
BB 002 Economics 76 (B+)
BB 003 Introduction to Business 63 (C+)
BB 004 Quantitative Methods 92 (A+)
SE 005 English Foundation 67 (B)

really did bad in my intro to business... but also need Thanks my lecturer,Miss Jasmine,reply my email,tell n explain my weakness... n also thanks for her wishes... she really is a good lecturer... same goes as QM lecturer,Ms Khor... she damn damn damn NICE... she always smile,always make the class full wif happy environment... i really enjoy her class...
Once again,Thanks,Lecturer...

This Semester,damn damn hate the class even though i hav just finished 1st week of new semester...
Time Table damn hell... luckily i will move to new hs soon... is SOON,but not yet...
Lecturer ler,ok kua... haiz...
but luckily,i managed to take all Alan Hoo's class for this sem... Sometimes,i likes him,sometimes,i dislikes him... Likes him? Coz he will explain rules n regulation be4 class started (although i hav heard for 3 times lar coz i take his 3 subj for this sem) so that i won't be like a ball,kick by the UCSI management to here n there... Dislikes him? His 1st class for Computing Essential,walao... HELL... he just mumbling to himself... then show his forum wif those reptile pic... n i MOST HATE IS... HE LOVE SNAKE... oh no... i HATE snake,he love snake... ohh,no...
btw,this whole week,after finish class,or got too long time for break,i hav to went to new hs works... hehe,but dad will bring me to Balakong for lunch lar,then me can rest... n today,after finish work in new hs,dad bring me eat dinner... wualala... very delicious arr... expecially that Curry Fish n the Pork (Wu Hua Lam)... the fatty layer of pork,wualala,so DELICIOUS... Yummy~ Yummy~

Btw,this sem... h@iZ... coz didn't same class with Yenn Ching n Kar Yan... (T.T)
two of them very nice n they always help me in my subject... really thanks to them,if not,my result will be more... CHAM... but hopefully they also did well in their subject too...
Gambateh ne~ Good Luck~

Thanks to Sheryl,who copy her collection music song to me... really nice album... very nice song... this classic music... I'm Loving it... n also Thanks to Kar Yan,lent me her dvd(Kyou Kara Maoh-anime) n also give me Kururu Model as my birthday present... very very love it...
who is Kururu,watch Keroro Gunsou lar,the MOST HANDSOME+CUTE+INTELLIGENT+EVIL yellow frog... i DAMN DAMN DAMN love him...
n also thx Janize who will lent me her Moral Studies text book... thx thx thx... muackzzz...
Thank You ~ Terima Kasih~ Arigato~ Xie Xie~

tml,5th of Sept 2008,Ying Yin n Sin Mei will start their Final Exam in TARC...
wishes u all the best,as well as the others lar... Seng Chun,Dexter,Tam Tam,Tan Heng Seng...
G00D Luck...

Monday, September 1, 2008

s0 P3ac3ful...

recently quite peaceful woh... is it my bro came home on weekend??? mayb kua... wah,then my bro is King of Peace lor...
last friday,after back from new hs,my dad n "SHE" hav a fight n broke toilet door... while,me so "intelligent",of course i got record sound of the whole fight by my hp... then on saturday,my bro reach home n wan to know wat happen in the hs... well,me so lazy pig,so just play the whole "nice" sound for him,no need explaination... hehe... so geng ler...
Btw,is none of my business de... y should i so concern... haha,don't says i'm their daughter... yup,i did care bout my dad but "SHE"... none of my business at all... never acknowledge me as her daughter... recently i feels very down n disappointed bout my result... i get C+ for one of my subject,but "SHE" still keep on talk talk bout me getting C+ for my exam... more black in my life... very dark,very quietly falling into darkness...
this few days,didn't talk,didn't eat much,but i did sleep alot... is it darkness approach to me once again... let me sleep into darkness,avoid from light... but in my life,i just saw a dim of light during my secondary year wif Ying Yin,Sin Mei n Kar Kar... however,this dim of light will begone somedays...
This world is reality,sometimes reality will bring real n fake world to u... either u choose to be safe or to be killed... well,me,i never wan to be safe... coz i hav no value n no meaning living in this world... no one will know me,no one will remember me even though i will disappear in this world... someday...
well,my real body's world,msn world,blog world or friendster world,is not my REAL world...
my real body's world is exist in my real body's world...
msn world is exist when i was chatting...
blog world is exist when i was typing my thing n post it here...
friendster world is exist when i recognize or knew new friend from there...
BUT,they r not reality... u can't c the faces,the true feeling of me through msn,blog or friendster... don't keep telling me which is right,which is false in my world,or console me... coz those word never reach me...
even myself also don't know which one is my REAL faces...
coz i have LOCK it...
i have LOCK n CLOSE myself when i was small in that raining night at Aunty's hs...
i can only show my true feeling to my DEAREST... they r my truly DEAREST since i was small... they always with me,never far apart from me... but,somedays,mayb they can't control me... n i will fall into darkness...

today,a day after MERDEKA,at home alone... its suit me alot... i prefer alone... lonely will brings me happiness... i prefer alone than staying with alot of ppl...
ohh,wat a peaceful day... today... ^^

Thursday, August 28, 2008

Suff3r W33k...


2 week holiday almost end... time goes very very fast lor...
last week still went out wif my friends,however,this week... damn suffer+tired...
this whole week,everyday woke up on 8.45am (EVERYDAY LER!!!) not went out to learn driving ler,then is went to new hs painting...
haiz... so tired... however,very happy... coz my new room finish paint jor... is purple colour... hehe... i paint it ler... well,of course got ppl help too lar... hehe... successful... after two days hardwork,finally finish paint my new room... the only room hav finish paint is >my NEW ROOM...
however,learn car not very successful... naik bukit,3-point turn part quite tough for me... but of course,the most make me headache is,left n right... aiyo... so ma fan... then drive until 60km/h only,the uncle who taught me driving,sat beside me xxx... haiz... says:"i haven't bought insurance arr,i haven't married yet arr." aiyoyo,only 60km/h,not fun at all de...
today,also went to new hs paint... but today paint "SHE" room... "SHE" keep on complain the colours that have chosen... well... "SHE" keep on talk talk talk lor... then start work... after me finish my work,of course become PIG again,slept in my new room although ntg at there... slept on the floor lor... haiZ...
then dad reach new hs... help here,help there... then start argue between dad n "SHE"... argue until whole new hs also their voices... there include them,me n one worker... h@iZ... headache again... not my business... i just sat there then didn't talk anything... everytime also argue for this new hs... that's y i HATE this new hs... damn hate...
reach home(old hs),argue+fight again until the toilet door also broken (the toilet door quite new de woh n very nice ohh)... so geng... then says ur mother,my mother those language lor... me just on9 chat wif Sin Mei while beside of me having a fighting+argue War...
sometimes,i really wan to avoid this area... really make me headache... always argue argue argue... argue about small chicken things also... i told them jor,if one day,i can't control myself,i immediately jump down from my hs... mayb this decision is good for me... i can avoid from this war... can run away from here... then back into darkness... darkness approach me again... can't leave there jor... prefer alone stay into darkness,continue my alone life... keep on sleeping,watching anime n eating... just alone wif my voices...
after finish dinner,saw Yenn Ching messages,told me result out jor... haiz... result damn cha... T.T no A de... haiz... but also thanks to my friends who helps me... once again,thx to Kar Yan,Turtle Lim n Mr.Liow who same college wif Turtle Lim... thx,both of u who help me in my Economic Assignment... oh ya,sorry,Mr.Liow,last time wrote wrong ur name,but now hav recorrect jor... sorry n thank you very very much... n also Congratulation to Turtle Lim n Mr. Liow,wish u two hav a wonderful holiday... ^^
this week must be my suffer week... everyday so early woke up,then work... then Uncle Ken from NZ accompany wif my Uncle Daniel n Auntie Lee Chin from S'pore back to KL visit us in this coming weekend... wah... already bz liao,still wan go out wif them... so bz... haiz...
Next Week start New Sem jor... hopefully is a good beginning lor...
Gambateh !!!

Monday, August 25, 2008

GatherinG...

well,suppose post earlier,but since the connection damn slow... so postpone until now... haha...
21th of August 2008(a day after my birthday)
m3, Huai Qing, Yivon, Micky sing k at Neway... well,of course my real purpose is not goin to sing k lar... My REAL purpose is goin to Sungei Wang buy comic... but come out sure got eat de lor... so becoz of this two purpose... i'm coming out...
sing k until 3pm lor... wah,1st time sing k wif Yivon... her voice so good... n she's pretty too... can participate "One Million" sing song competition ler... Huai Qing ler,wah... so tall... expecially her legs.. so thin n long,can participate "I want to be a Model"... Micky ler... can enter super thin human lor... so thin so long hair... when nite saw her,will scare by her lor... (haha)... but very fun that day... Micky,Huai Qing n Yivon sang very "high" that day until stand on the seat... haha...
then,after that,Micky went to make hair... left me,Huai Qing n Yivon to Sungei Wang...
reach Sungei Wang,saw "Man Jiang Hong" singing... then walk each floor... go gai gai... but not interested at all... but when reach 2nd floor... good feeling... coz comic at this floor... but so disappointed... lastest comic haven't sent to there yet (T.T) then no mood-inG went to eat at Sushi Station... only comic n food can help me... hehe... so yummy that Ramen... delicious,yummy yummy... then go 3rd floow(pc floor) met a classmate who work at there... then take pic at 2nd floor... then Adios wif Huai Qing n Yivon... me wait at Times Square,coz dad fetch me... (haha) but to Auntie's hs be4 reach home... (T.T)

23th of August...
Super happy day... no food,no comic nvm... coz Ying Yin will coming along too...
long time no c Ying Yin jor... after SPM chinese exam,didn't met her jor...
reach Leisure Mall earlier,then just walking around... saw comic shop...stop by there... eh,found my comic ler... hehe... 1st purpose ->reach jor... then wait Sin Mei n went to her sis working shop stop by there while waiting for Ying Yin... haha,finally saw Ying Yin... wah,she so beautiful... now long hair jor... still so white... so pretty+kawaii... wualala... then went to buy movie ticket... met Shyam,become handsome jor woh... y all my friends around me also become pretty or handsome only me still the same... haiz... Movie start at 12.30pm,still got time... eat lunch at A&W... my 2nd purpose -> Food reach jor... (hehe) Movie watch,Don't Mess With Zohan... funny... then go to sing K (again?) no lar.. sing k at KBox in Leisure Mall,games area... sang many F.I.R song until no voice jor but Ying Yin... wualala,so geng... so beautiful voice,so power... then,haha,Sin Mei went home... left me n Ying Yin (Yahoo!) continue sang wif Ying Yin then walk walk in Popular then eat Kui Ling Gao at Gong Wo Tong... ohh,sorry, Turtle Lim, i ate ur friend... hehe... then Ying Yin's family reach Leisure Mall... bye bye lor... Ying Yin... then me also need went home... went home by... dad's car... haha...
haha,so happy... my birthday can let me see Ying Yin de woh... i love my birthday this year since i can met Ying Yin... hehe...^^

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

Ot@njoubi 0m3det0...



Happy Birthday to ... ME
yes,that's right... 20th of August is me -> Tenshi Kok's birthday... hehe...
is my 18 years old birthday ler...
well,today still act like my normal day... woke up in the early morning for learn car... learn car until 12.30pm... then reach home then zzz until 6.40pm... wualala,.. still Princess Piggy... hehe... then eat dinner (wualala,today got prawns as my dinner ler n no vege dinner... Yahoo!) then watch tv n on9 lor...
well,i'm glad n fees surprise that so many of my friends remember my birthday... really thanks you very much much lor...
well,i didn't hav celebrate my birthday this kind of habit... hehe... among my family member... only my bro celebrate his birthday... we usually held a birthday party at outside either BBQ or eat western food wif his friends... wualala... fun ler... Btw,all his friends i also know,so i never feels shy to them... haha... well,is did make my bro feels very happy... his smile like a rat... drunk like a drunken rat... sleep also like a rat... haha... well,he is born on Rat Year... is true arr... haha... glad to see him smile like that...
btw,i already biasa no ppl celebrate my birthday lor... i remember got one year... that day was my birthday... my dad work until late night,"SHE" went to BEC(church meeting) until late night then my bro still study at UTM,Skudai... i just watch a whole night tv programme while the time goes by... no birthday cakes,no present... is just an usual day for me... haha...
arr,sure got many ppl ask me,y not celebrate ur birthday like ur bro? well... got reason de... 1st,i don't wan waste my family $.. yes,is did,they always wan to help me celebrate,but i just decline them... 2nd,i'm shy person lar(ya mer?) 3rd,i prefer zzz than goin out... 4th,i'm satisfy as long as got ppl remember my birthday...
well,i did celebrate my birthday... that time i was Form 2,i celebrate wif my schoolmate in the school... wualala,is really fun that time... celebrate wif Ying Yin, Sin Mei, Weng Kar, Pui Kay, Yue Ting, Chai Mei, Choy Yin, Kar Thye, Wai Kit, Tam Tam, Seng Chun n many others... wah... so much of fun... then the next year,Chai Mei n Choy Yin bring me out celebrate my birthday at Redbox... also fun... haha...
well.. thx for everyone who remember my birthday... Thank You... you all hav bring light for me in the darkness... thanks...everyone...
Winner for wishing me in the right time (12am on 20th of August 2008) :
By Call > Sin Mei
By SMS > Yan Ting
By MSN > Kar Thye

Thx for every of my friends who call me,sms me,or msn for wishing me Happy Birthday... Thank You...

Thank You :

Ying Yin, Sin Mei (very close close friend)

Yan Ting, Chai Mei, Wei Jun, Pui Kay, She Wei, Elaine, Kar Thye, Thau Loong, Wai Kit, Wei Lim ( ex-classmate)

Winnie, Voon Rok, Yung Leong, Heen Leong ( Librarian friends)

Yenn Ching, Sheryl, Janize, Leng Lui Yivon, Micky, Money, Huai Qing (UCSI friend)

n many others... really really Thank you...

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

Arr... Fan arr...

arr,... damn fan arr... everyday also angry angry angry,gila de ppl... never hav a peaceful day except my bro stay at home...
becoz of that stupid new hs,my dad always scold by "SHE"... gila de,always talk talk talk so loudly,those who deaf also can heard... i know many thing haven't done for the new hs... but also don't hav to blame blame blame everyday de arr... haiz... very fan arr...
this afternoon,just woke up... "SHE" keep talking beside my ear,talk bout the design,decoration n many things... aiyo,light also haven't got arr,still wan talk bout design... btw,this topic already told me for 100times... be4 bought this new hs,after bought this new hs,at Vietnam also talk,at Australia also talk,even at S'pore also talk this topic... walao... i'm goin to become deaf lor... so fan arr...
disturb me is ok since i always left ear enter,right ear out... but always blame my dad... my bro ask "SHE" y so slow the contruction,then "SHE" blame my dad... walao... u thought my dad no need work mer... so free mer... ya lar,i know my dad's work sound like free but also tiring de mah... btw,dad also have to arrange his side problem expecially that Mrs.Old... so fan... another gila ppl... y so many gila ppl around my dad...
oh... i just wan a peaceful day... even thought live in this small hs but got roof,got tv,got pc... is enough for me jor... y bring so many suffer... that new hs really bring alot of suffer... haiz... fan arr... wan gila jor arr...