Happy Birthday... She Wei

Today,another of my friend's birthday...

gosh,November really got many ppl birthday...
yesterday Seng Chun's birthday,tml is Stephy's bro n Elaine's birthday...

well,today birthday girl was ...

my 1st friend in SMK Cheras...

my classmate for only 1 year...

left me behind after PMR...

transfer to my bro's secondary school-SMK Cochrane...

Who is she???

SHE is Tan She Wei...

a leng lui who knows ballet,piano...

a talent girl who also good in study too...

very shy but crying BABY... (HAHA)

well,here by to wish her,

Happy Birthday to U...

Be Happy @lways ohh!

i HATE 19th of Nov

i HATE...
i HATE
i rEALLY HATE...

every year,19th of Nov is my bad day...
is a yong shui XXY's Birthday also my bad day...
h@iZ...

come for Algebra class,coz hav car test,didn't attend monday Lecturer class...
suddenly says got quiz... don't know how to do... nvm lar,copy lar... but tat person also wrong too... haiz...

then Office Application class... wan pass up assestment...
but then found out mistake,wan print again... but that printing shop CLOSE jor...
need colour printing...
go outside,ask one by one CC n stationery shop... finally found jor...
then pass up...
however,found tat,also done mistake...

last year same date...
having SPM exam... do so many practice still get so low mark in tat subj...

YONG SHUI XXY,... just same class wif him 9month but curse me on his birthday...
really YONG SHUI....

p@SS L lesen!!!

guys~

sorry for let u worry so much...

well,coz sunday tat day,hav a car practice in new place(PJ-Petaling Jaya not Pandan Jaya la)

very scare coz new place practice area very small... parking space more small than Batu Caves there... so very down... back home keep thinking bout this sem result...

haiZ,this sem result really a mess...

but,monday,don't know wat happen...

thought will fail bukit,but pass...

thought will fail parking,coz too small liao,but pass...

thought will fail 3-point turn,most no confident,but pass...

h@R? pass jor? really arr?

ya,i really pass jor...

with no spirit,no confident d me attend car test,bring RM 150 there coz know i will fail...

but result end is PASS jor...

Finally PASS jor...

is must be my GOD help me...

Thanks GOD...

oh ya... monday,17th of Nov totally a bz day so forget jor my little kawaii Jyuli's birthday..
Happy Birthday Jyuli... n...

Happy School Holiday lor...

Wanna thx to many many ppl who always so care bout me...

however,in my minds,i still wan to die... coz i can't found any good value for me to living in this world...

I PASS MY L Lesen...

useleSS...

useless... is useless...
how many effort i put... how many times i try...
is useless...
i'm just a useless which only will waste money...

i hate being useless... i HATE it...
i try so much... so much...

during SPM time,i always fail for my Add Math...
i hav put my effort in it,... however,i just get 6C for that subject...
i even get B for my English... wasting my anuie money...
i always can't did... i can't follow my anuie needs...
y? y? y? y i can't...

y my anuie can did those thing but i fail to do it...
y i'm so useless...
y i can't help my family...
y i am the only one who just brings burden for my family...
y? y? y?

i really feels tired... i can't continue jor...
tries many ways to die,but still fail...
is there anyone who hav some others ways to die,plz tell me...
i try to kill myself by using knife,but i scare pain...
i hav try to tie myself but still fail...
i hav eaten many medicine but still fail...

tell me a way to die... die with quietly,soundless...
tell me...
tell me tat i'm useless...
no matter how i put my effort... i'm still useless...

Sleepy D@Y...

today around 0030,receive a call from my dad that he n anuie just reach LCCT Terminal...

well,suppose reach LCCT Terminal around 2230,but coz of Air Asia delay air flight,causing me n "SHE" doesn't zzz at all for waiting for their call... (they don't hav hs key arr...)

reach home around 0300,talk talk talk n chat chat chat...

talk all bout Vietnam trip n also casino things... h@iZ... yo,i'm still zzz ler...

never recognize who am i? I am the most Pig in this world ler...

cannot tahan ler,... loudly scold them,ask them go n zzz NOW!!!

finally,i can hav a nice sleep...

Morning class is Algebra,still sleepy but luckily only one hours...

thought back home can zzz again however,need fetch "SHE" then go hav a dim sum as my lunch...

my 6 hrs rest time waste on tv n "SHE"...

hav to attend that OA class again...

this time really in BAD MOOD...

no more laugh or smile for me...

i WAN TIME FOR SLEEP!!! I'M SLEEPY!!!

Happy Birthday... Tam Tam

Happy Birthday to U,

U born in the ZOO...

wif Monkey n Elephant,

Happy Birthday to U...

Happy Birthday lor,Tam Yew Wing

a friend of mine who knew long long time...

we hav been same class in primary school from Standard 1-5...

same secondary school,same class from Form 1 & 3...

we both also librarian since Form 1-5...

Wish u...

Happy Birthday,

Good Luck in ur study life in TARC...

加油! 加油! 加油!

加油!

start from today,i got 2 of my friends fighting wif... EXAM !!!

Crush it~ h3h3

one is,She Wei,my secondary friend... 1st new friend in SMK Cheras,even though just same class for one year-1 Anggerik...

She is having her Final Exam in Taylor College...

Gambateh!!!

Another is,Weng Kar (家家-me create d) h3h3...

She is a wonderful girl for me... Study alone in Perlis for her ambition as a teacher...

wualala,so brave ler... that's my 家家... (haha)

so,Gambateh in ur Exam too!!!

Exam coming don't be scare,
becoz u all r the BEST!!!

Dad + Anuie to Hanoi

8th of Nov...

today,my dad n my bro will be goin to Hanoi,Vietnam for holiday with my auntie n one of my dad's friend...

Even though my auntie hav been went there for several times,but this is the 1st time my dad n bro go to Vietnam...

Hopefully everything is fine since different country got different culture n language...

i hav been there be4,this year end of January... but only once time...

well,the weather very good that time i went coz is winter season,only 11◦C-14◦C...

however,their meal 100% not suitable for me... too much VEGE jor,... every meal also must hav vege... h@iZ...

Halong Bay also another attractive place... that time,i take a junk boat for 2 day 1 nite,sleep in the boat...

even though that boat quite small but got air cond lar,wash room for every room... quite nice...

to Hanoi,Vietnam,i only know calculator is the BEST!!!

coz i hav to convert $ from RM to Dong or RM to USD...

however i just learn one word of Vietnam language...

that is "hello" in Vietnam language called as "Sin Chao"

Dad,Anuie... hav a nice+safety TRIP...

Today Moral Studies Replacement Class... boring+sleepy like HELL...

but some group,their presentation quite funny... HAHA...

Computing Studies 7th of Nov Class

having CS morning class AGAIN!!!

sleepy+tired...

Yesterday CS class=sienz class...

Mr.Alan Hoo-weird lecturer,teach Sort (which NEVER come out in CS,just for future programming student).

Then Sherry told me,be4 he teach sort,we become sot jor...

haha,this sentence,i sms to Janize n her friends,all agree...

Haiz,Mr. Alan Hoo says surprising sentence again...

"If u cannot c,then don't c lar." swt!

but he also says more surprising sentence...

"If can c,but doesn't understand the meaning also no use."

wah,Mr.Alan Hoo says this sentence ler... so geng ger...

HAHA...

After class,do gym... saw Choon Mun at there...

hehe,150 calories waste jor,but then hav a lunch wif Sherry... i think increase calories again... T.T

my looks like 1st time do gym? coz got ppl teach me how to use those apparatus... haha...

paiseh,plan to post it yesterday(7th of Nov) but too tired liao,btw today(8th of Nov) got Moral Replacement Class... very sleepy arr~

Moral Studies Presentation DONE...

hav u heard ur teacher or lecturer says like this?
"if u don't know how to draw flow chart(1 of the topic in CS),just 5 mark only,nvm lar"
"if u don't know how to do objective question,nvm lar,just tembak"

well,i met this kind of lecturer... He says in front me...
n he even teach the whole class,way to won $ from jackpot or baccarat...
n also ask us go to Genting Highland casino...
This sem,i hav take 3 subj which same lecturer... n he is this lecturer who teach me so many "weird" thing...
he is Mr. Alan Hoo...
a super,hyper weird guy for me...

plan to wrote many thing bout him,but Janize didn't wrote it...
so me also don't wan lor... me very kind d... (haha)
hard to describe bout this lecturer... only one word can says... "weird" for him

having moral presentation today...
less ppl listen to our group presentation coz all gone liao...
however,our group presenter-MAA (Money, Alan, Adrian) did very well,...
even though there is sound pollution in our class (match wif our topic)... h@h@...
well,conclusion,not too good,not too bad... ok ler...
but,they really did very well...
n also Zi Yi too... a girl from Foundation of Music... run from Block C Level 4 to her hostel,bring her organ,just for background music...
well...minna-san... u all r great...

n Micky... hopefully u will be alright soon...

ur looks very cha jor... already thing,now more thin

wish u,be healthy alwayS...

N3wS ...

after Office Application class,heard from my dad that Mr. Barack Obama won the election...

Mr. Barack Obama
-> America's first black president...
-> America's 44th president...
-> the first Democrat to receive more than 50 percent of the popular vote

Congratulation... Omedeto...

arr,not excited,but glad to heard Mr. Barack Obama become President of American...
hopefully he will become better,better than Bush(as least lor)...
hopefully he can cease the war...

well,glad thing not only one...
yesterday i'm havin a conversation wif my friend,Choy Yin...
haha,manage to switch on webcam (finally~)...
saw her looks... become pretty jor,... but still so thin...

h@iZ... y all my friends who around also thin d??? only me become fat... however... i'm proud of myself... Pig is fat,me is Pig so i hav to become fatter... hAhA...

suPP0Rt PiG...

r@iN-iNG d@Y...

Having Computing Essential Mid Term this morning...

gosh,did very bad since i'm baka PC... h@iZ...

After tat,back home,eat,zzz then watch Shogu Chara!,lent from Kar Yan... muackzzz... Kar Yan... (hehe)

watch watch watch until ep 22,suddenly raining...

raining so heavily,well,hav to shut down my pc for safety...

saw thunder appear... so quickly shut down my activity in pc... h@iZ...

i'm not scare of thunder or raining... but... just...

i HATE RAINING... i hate "that nite"...

"that night",i'm still a child who living in my Auntie's hs...

"that night",i can hear n c the thunder light... i can hear the raining sound... is really make me fear...

no matter how i cry,no matter how i shout,my voice won't come out coz i don't wan disturb other ppl who r zzz-ing...

even though i keep calling "daddy,mommy..." but i knew that,they won't come... they won't come...

only them will stay beside me,wherever n whenever am i... they will with me... my "little pillow" n my "rabbit-chan"

i really hate raining... raining will only remind me the scene that i'm hopeless,i'm in the darkness...

i really HATE RAINING...

All Soul's Day

2nd of Nov 2008 is All Soul's Day...

Wat is All Soul's Day???

is a special which Christian visit grave... almost like chinese tradition called as "Qing Ming"...

well,my grandma("SHE"'s mother) is christian... so,we will visit her in this day... During "Qing Ming",we won't visit her,for respect her who was daughter of GOD...

In my memory,my grandma is a gentle,beautiful person...

She take care of me until she got sick,n hav to cut off both of her legs due to illness...

After that,i hav been taking care by my Auntie which is "SHE" older sister...

Even though,i still able to stay wif her when i was study in kindergarden...

Due to some reason,i hav to stay at home to take care of my grandma wif Siti-maid,n i unable finish my lesson in kindergarden... Conclusion,i only study in kindergarden for 1 year when i was 5 years old...

Even though my grandma had lost her legs,but her spirit never end...

She never gave up,n enjoy her day wif happily... well,this must be a small case for her since sher had been suffer for so long time for herself,her family,n also for her whole life...

She always told me her daily life to me... is really touching...

sometime i thought that,how come my grandma had been suffer for her whole life,but she just able to receive little happiness in her life...

Unfortunately,when i'm was 9 years old,she left us after Chinese New Year... after 9 day from Chinese New Year...

but my maid told us that,she sleep very well,n smile when she left...

that time,i doesn't know wat the meaning of dead...

becoz she is the only one who close to me,left this world...

well,indeed that both of my grandpa also dead... one grandpa die be4 i born,another grandpa die when i was 2 years old...

Ah Ma-a name i used to call my grandma,now i never hav a chance to call her if only if when i visit her grave...

My grandma really a nice person... even though she had left the world,but she always protect us...

For example,my dad who never won Sport Toto or Magnum,after my grandma left the world,my dad went n buy her grave number... really amazing... my dad won 1st prize... we use quite many money for my grandma's grave... is sound like,my grandma is repay to us,or help us... haha,sound silly but is true...

I bet my grandma now must be seating beside with God,n become as an angel,always protect us...

Ah Ma,... i miss u soo soo soo much...

Ying Yin's BirthdaY

1st of November is my very very very good friend's birthday...

who is she?

of coz,she is ...

WONG YING YIN - a friend of mine who know since Form 1...

Ying Yin is a cheerful,hardworking,cute girl... she always smile... Her smile bring light to us who shut into darkness...

Ying Yin is my precious friend...

Becoz of YOU,i know many many friend such as Sin Mei, Weng Kar, Yue Ting, Pui Kay, Chai Mei etc...

Becoz of YOU,i found light in my life...

Becoz of YOU,i know wat the meaning of Happy...

Becoz of YOU,i know many many many thing...

YOU are my light,show way to me,bring me out from darkness...

YOU are my smile,you smile for me who doesn't love to smile in old days...

YOU are my emotion,when you laugh,i will laugh,when you sad,my heart will bleeding...

YOU are my friend,my precious friend...

Thank You,Ying Yin...

Becoz of U,i'm here...

In this important day,wish u...

Be Happy @lways...

Be Healthy @lways...

Good Luck in ur study...

Having a proper breakfast,lunch,high tea,dinner,"siu ye" in ur daily life...

n...

Happy Birthday...

Selamat Hari Jadi...

生日快樂...

Otanjoubi Omedeto...